(Born 1936)
Parents: Alice Louise Ham Caulkins and Lloyd Edward Caulkins
Siblings: Cecil Lloyd Caulkins
Husband: John Marion de Groot
Children: Randall Lee de Groot, Allyson Jo Ihms Brooks, & Ryndert Derek de Groot
I was born February 23, 1936 at Black Hills General Hospital in Rapid City, South Dakota. Because it had been a cold and snowy winter (3 feet of snow on the level) and one blizzard after another, my mother was taken to stay with her in-laws until after I was born. My other grandparents lived on a ranch too far from town. After I was born, my father came to town on a bobsled to see me. It was a very long cold ride as the sled had to horse drawn.
My mother’s name is Alice Louise Ham Caulkins. My father is Lloyd Edward Caulkins. My brother is Cecil Lloyd Caulkins. My husband’s name is John Marion de Groot. I have three children: Randall Lee de Groot, Allyson Jo Ihms Brooks, and Ryndert Derek de Groot. Our daughter’s first husband died suddenly three and a half years ago, and she remarried. Our son-in-law’s death was a traumatic event for both the close and extended family.
I grew up in many places: Rapid City, SD, Custer, SD, Summerville, SC, Rapid City, SD, Hot Springs, SD, Igloo, SD, Oak Ridge, TN, Billings, MT (three different places there), Huron, SD, Madison, SD, and Le Mars, IA.
Life was quite simple in many ways. My maternal grandparents lived on a farm outside Rapid City, and my grandfather was a brand inspector at the stockyards in Rapid City. My Grandmother and Grandfather Ham had left the ranch and moved into Rapid City during the years of my Elementary schooling. My paternal grandparents lived in Rapid City and had a log cabin in the Black Hills. My cousins and I spent many summers there. It was during WWII when rationing was strictly enforced. Soft drinks and candy were restricted by coupons. My grandparents would save the coupons and let us have a Hershey bar and a Coke when we went to the cabin.
Igloo was an Ordinance Depot and an Italian Prisoner of War Army Facility. There was one gate allowing you to go in or out. As to fashion, it was blue jeans and a shirt for play and three cotton dresses for school, and in the winter, we had to wear snow pants and a coat that was full length, when outside playing or when walking to school. What I remember of adult dressing was pretty much as the movies and television show it now. We had a two-door 38 Ford, and it lasted from my earliest memory to my time in high school. Vacations were usually someplace in the hills that had a good fishing stream for dad or else we went to the cabin in the Black Hills.
There was little place to play in Igloo. There was only one merry-go-round, one slide, and two swings. To get to the playground, we had to go through a field of long prairie grass and hear the rattlesnakes rattling as we went through. I don’t remember how I acquired books, but I loved Nancy Drew mysteries, Lassie books, and the book My Friend Flicka. At some point, I had a book about Clara Barton. I was in the second or third grade, and after reading it, I knew I would be a nurse. I never ever thought of being anything else. Books were my prized possessions as they took me everywhere the imagination could go. They still are my prized possessions.
One of my jobs as a child was to help prepare meals, and to help my mom with dishes. I hated it. The duplexes were all alike on the depot: a small kitchen with a wood-burning range, small counter area with a sink, and a small refrigerator. The living room was tiny and had a wood-burning pot-bellied stove for heat in the winter. There were two bedrooms and a very small bathroom. Dad made bunk beds for my brother and me. My best friend had her bedroom on the other side of the fiberboard wall that divided our duplex. She also had the top bunk. We would lie in bed and talk for the longest time until her mom or my mom would make us stop. Her dad was overseas in the war. I had an uncle who was killed in the Battle of the Bulge, and my aunt (my mother’s sister) would come and stay with us in that very small house. She became a widow with a small baby when she was twenty or twenty-one. Accepting this situation was difficult both emotionally and physically. When recovered, she became a secretary at the Air Force Base in Rapid City and was able to care for herself and her child.
High school was very difficult but fun. We moved over Christmas break from Huron to Madison, SD. I was one-hundred-fifty pages behind in Latin, but my new school used the same textbook. I was able to work hard and catch up. I always did well in language and English classes. It was the one hundred pages of algebra that got to me. I was just beginning to understand it when we moved. I have always been able to convince people to do things my way, just by talking. I told my teacher I needed a B average to get into Nurse Training. I didn’t understand any of the subject and wondered if I should drop the class. He said that I wouldn’t use the information in nursing, so I should just come to class and take the tests, and he would be sure I got a B. I failed every test miserably and got a B. The same thing applied in geometry, and I got a B. No one offered tutoring; they said to just come to class and take the tests.
The fun parts of high school were band, journalism, debate, class plays, and English class. I took biology as required for nursing but couldn’t stand to touch the frog. So, my desk mate, a guy who was dumb as a board in English class, but a great artist, did the dissecting. He couldn’t pass a test in grammar to save his life. His desk was just across from mine, and I would write fairly large and slowly so that he could copy. He ended up passing English, and I did well on my drawings and dissections in biology. It was my first experience in co-operation to benefit one another.
In concert band, I played tympani, cymbals in marching band and bassoon in orchestra. Our band director was beloved by all, and his name was Bill Ireland. We went to contests all summer to win cash prizes, and the prizes paid for more trips and more contests and more opportunities to demonstrate our skill. At the 50th high school anniversary, the band members had our own separate reunion. We were that close.
My dad moved to Le Mars, Iowa the summer before my senior year in school. I felt that life was over, and I didn’t want to go to school there. The college president told my dad that if I took an entrance exam and passed, I could start college. I took the test, passed, and had a good year in the band at college and in my classes. Some classes I took were anatomy, physiology, chemistry, American government, costume design, and American and English literature.
Then, I went to Sioux City, Iowa, one afternoon and enrolled in Nurses Training at Methodist Hospital. I was unaware at the time of how excellent the school was. I had to have a high school diploma to become officially enrolled, so I had to transfer all my college credits back to high school and graduate from there. It was as though the year of college didn’t exist. Nurses Training was a wonderful adventure, and I do not have words to tell what I learned or how it molded and changed my life.
As a child, I loved cats and dogs, competitive games, and especially books. Things that bring me pleasure now are gardening, sewing, reading, baking, refinishing furniture, and teaching classes at church. I love working with our dogs, and obedience training with our first Boston Terrier was a pure delight. As a younger adult, I was learning to do all the things I enjoy now, except I sewed clothing for our children and made sooo many stuffed dolls and animals for them that I would lose track telling you about them. Taking the kids for small explorations in the community and reading to them was a joy. I took them to the library to let them pick out books they wanted to read, and all of them are avid readers now.
Subjects I enjoy are learning sciences, updating all changes in the nursing field, learning all sorts of needlework, improving my sewing skills, learning new ways to cook and bake, studying landscaping and horticulture, and training animals.
I was hired for my first job the spring that I was fifteen years old. I worked as a clerk in Galloway’s Department Store. I literally ran the two blocks from school to the store at 2:30 pm and worked until 6 or 7 pm. I loved it. My boss was Nellie Thomas, and she taught me more than I can ever describe. I sold hosiery, lingerie, fabric, and patterns. I arranged displays and printed price tags and a multitude of other jobs.
My mother’s family is English and German for the most part. I think some of the early residents of the US were from England and were brought here from debtors’ prison.
My father’s family is from Wales and France. I don’t think any of our traditions are from any country except the US.
My maternal grandfather came here from Canada when he was a young boy. In the summer, he had to stay in a cabin by himself in the Badland mesa’s and ride herd on the cattle. His folks brought him food on weekends. He told of a big bull snake that stayed above the door and (as far as he was concerned) kept rattlesnakes away. His stories of what happened in the Badlands of South Dakota are legendary and some very funny.
I cherished the opportunity to raise children until I realized how inadequate I felt. Each child was so different and needed special training and guidance. Our daughter had a life-threatening illness that lasted until she was five. It was called hypogammaglobulinemia. She had less than half of the gamma globulin she needed, and thus, she received 4 ccs of gamma globulin every twenty-one days. As the shots were wearing off, she was subject to every illness in the area. The best part of raising a family was seeing my children grow into great adults. The hardest part was getting them there and then saying goodbye as they started their new families. You have to go through this to understand the changes this brings. One must back off and allow the new family to develop and not interfere. I have been blessed with wonderful relationships with my daughter-in-laws and our former son-in-law.
I have mentioned how and why I became a nurse, and I can’t think of anything I would rather have been. I only regret how Multiple Sclerosis caused me to stop nursing, as the disabling was so severe.
The greatest turning point was the diagnosis of Multiple Sclerosis and the forced changes in my life. I have learned much from this, but it has been very painful. I hate the paralysis that comes and goes.
Aging is another turning point. It is not pleasant at all as far as I am concerned. I seek to do something positive each day because the days to come will be taking more from me. Living in the moment is important because the moments get more difficult as time goes by.
Oh my, problems of today… We have become a demanding society. So many people have their hand out wanting everything given to them. I was taught to work for what I wanted, not ask the government or any organization or institution to give it to me. The changes in moral values (and not just sexual values) have a serious deleterious effect on humanity. It bothers me that some women today don’t want to be bothered to care for the children they have. Children need as much loving attention as a person can give. I am uneasy about the desire to have more and more and more and not be satisfied with what one has. It is good to appreciate life and humanity and be happy.
A successful life is one lived well emotionally and financially and by living one’s faith. Self denial is important because if all one does is get what you think you want, you can never find fulfillment or happiness. Work at not being selfish in any way. Live generously and with gusto. Be willing to learn something new as often as possible. Cherish friends; they know you and still like you—what a blessing!
For younger generations: don’t be afraid of love, commitment, education, and stretching oneself to try something new. Work at living generously. Don’t let the government care for you, or you will lose everything and be controlled by restrictions you never considered possible. Learn to love yourself because you will spend all of your life with this person. Liking yourself is critical.